Cold, dark. Isolation on top of it this year. I am sick of sappy xmas music and tv shows.
I always reflect on what religion has done to my family. Both the DF (who I do not shun) and the few stalwarts who defend the wt. The biggy is guilt about discouraging my son to get an education which helped push him out, now up against car trouble which I cannot do much about both by my lack of funds and the complications of modern cars.
I have no tight friends now, and the dub ones have a solution: armageddon is soon here. BS. Health matters keeps my family secluded too, we cannot take a trip, or even barely eat out
This happens every year and I am surely not alone.